To get random adventurous urges to do things and actually follow them. I want to be proud of who and what I am, all the time, not matter what. I want to know that my best friends actually want to hang out with me and won’t judge me. I want to know that the boys I adore will adore me back, that I’m not a failure simply because we arn’t speaking 24/7. I want to know my international friends will always be there, as they are some of the biggest parts of me. I want to know that I have a beautiful mind, something to cherish and something that genuinley interests people. I want to find out all of the secret movies that are like hidden gems in the world, like Midnight in Paris or Moulin Rouge. Those movies that only the artsy and open minded can truly find a love for. I want to dress how I want, with bright colors and mismatched patterns, with strange earrings and bright purple streaks in my hair. I want to fall in a love that makes me more happy than stressed, that gives me more than it takes away. I want to find true happiness. I want to be able to keep that happiness for more than a few weeks at a time. And most of all, I want everyone I love to know just how much I really do love them. Because I adore them. Each and every one.